hey! lol well.. its about 1:30 in the morning.. and me and my brother jes got back frum ronamaes house for rons surprise party.. lol.. it was alright.. i didnt rilly do nuin.. haha.. i was jes standin around with cathy and serina.. and i hope uoo guys noe whut serina im talkin about.. YES HER.. me and her are KOO now.. we ended our little "drama" lol.. moving on.. well hmm.. first.. lemme tell uoo about my day! lol.. well.. woke up.. got ready.. roxanne came over.. and my mom dropped us off and ronamaes around 430.. then..... we were helpin her decorate.. deanna was alredde there.. soo yah.. and ppl were comin.. and i was talkin to regina for awile.. she was tellin me some shit dat was goin on.. and oooo and i heard about froggies party!! aww.. dat hekka sucks.. i feel hekka bad.. havin his party shutdown.. and having to move it to his house.. and there was a fight and shit.. damn.. das hekka disrespectful.. fighting at his house? damn.. sorry about yer party froggie!! well yah.. and i jes kept walkin around ronamaes house cuz iunno whut i was doin.. haha.. then i went outside with danielle.. and there was jes some shit happening between her and her boy.. wich is hekka MEAN!! man.. i think uoo should leave him alredde!! lol.. then....... cathy and serina came.. and i was like with them most of the time.. hahaa we have our little thing called "H" hahaa and no uoo cant knoe whut it is!! lol then.. we were in ronamaes family room.. haha and me and johnross have our "pimp handshake" hahaaa its soo kool!! lol.. and everytime my mouth was open.. he would always fuckin push my jaw up.. and it would always hit my tounge hekka hard.. and i would start gettin mad and start beatin his ass.. ahhaahah me and ronamae hekka started punchin him and shit! hahaha then he started tickleing me and tellin me to stop.. hahaa and i did.. lol THEN... omg.. anthony came.. and he hekka carried me and started spinning me around.. and i was gettin me hekka dizzy.. omg.. haha he hekka got me!! haha cuz at hula.. i scratched him with my toe nail.. ahahhaa and he got me back.. lol.. theeenn.. oommgg.. my brother was hella embarrasing me dude.. uoo dont even noe.. he was gettin on my nerves.. even ron!! omg.. both of them.. and das why i dont wanna go EC.. gonna embarass me everyday.. gosh.. then.. i didnt rilly do nuin else.. eat.. lol.. stay upstairs.. didnt rilly talk to anybody besides cathy and serina and ronamae.. lol.. and there was some shit happening at ronamaes.. and it was hekka rude.. then yah.. everyone left.. and it was me and my brother left.. haha were always the last ones to leave.. haha maybe cuz were "family" haha then her mom and her brother gave us a ride home around 1.. and yah.. today was koo.. i styll needa call abby if she styll wants to kick it.. well.. yah.. lol peace.

well.. right now.. im sick.. i was supposed to be at froggies party right now.. =/ everyone was gonna be there too!! oh well.. sorry.. well hmm.. yesterday was koo.. went to school.. after.. went home.. and walked down to ronamaes.. seen rossbert.. and jes walked away.. HAH.. then.. sasha.. janice.. and ashely were alredde at ronamaes.. and we were eating.. lol.. then went downstairs to watch the ring.. haha.. then.. her dad dropped us off at hula around 530.. and then after.. me.. ronamae.. regina.. and willy were in chris's car and jes hekka talkin about hekka shit.. then willy left.. and me ronamae and regina jes drove around.. and we went to the quad game for awile.. but didnt go inside.. and it started to rain! and chris parked hekka far.. soo all of us were walkin in the cold rain.. and thats how i got sick!! then.. we dropped of ronamae cuz she had to go home.. then me regina and chris were soo bored.. and we drove around.. and didnt noe were to go.. soo we stopped by the haunted castle! lol.. and chris actually drove up the steep hill!! ahha it was koo.. then.. we drove by chris's old elementry school.. around the parking lot.. and wen we were backin up.. BAM! we hit something!!! and we were gettin hella scared cuz it was dark and NO ONE was there!! and we didnt even back up on anything!!! we got outta the car.. and we didnt see no dents.. or nuin on the floor!! we were hekka scared and shit.. and we drove away hekka fast.. hahaa dat was funny.. then yah.. went back to nemenzo for awile.. then chris dropped us off.. and i felt hekka dizzy and shit.. and i fell asleep.. then today.. go online.. eat.. sick.. =/ supposed to be at froggies right now!!! man!! oh well.. ill jes stay online and talk to ppl.. hah.. peace.

well.. i jes got home frum school.. nuin been happending.. well.. there is some SHiT.. but i aint even rilly trippen about it.. soo fuck it.. anyway.. yesterday.. went to school.. got home.. was online for awile.. then abby and ama called me up.. and i met them at mcdonalds.. and we were jes talkin.. cuz i had some problems goin on.. but fuck it.. i dont care about it no more! HAH saw gerald.. victor.. joshua.. ed.. and i forgot hoo else.. lol.. then i walked ama and abby to abbys house.. and i walked down to ronamaes house.. cuz we had hula.. then me and her were jes talkin.. eating.. haha.. then got dropped off at hula.. kanani was there! i was talkin to her for awile.. she might join! =) then.. after practice.. chris thought he lost his keys.. haha he was hekka trippen about it.. but then auntie elly had it!! haha good job sasha for askin her! hahaha.. then me.. sasha.. regina.. ronamae.. and anthony.. and CHRiS.. went to mikkey dees.. but he dropped off ronamae home.. while me regina sasha and anothny were at mikkey dees.. haha.. THEN anthony had to leave.. and sasha had to go home.. soo anthony gave sasha a ride home.. SOOO it was jes me and regina at mikkey dees.. waiting for chris.. haha it was funny tho.. then chris came.. FiNALLY! haha regina.. omg.. this girl fuckin ordered 2 number 10s!! hahhaa she was blowded! haha then us 3 were jes talkin.. then he gave me and regina a ride home.. yeup.. i got him around 10.. soo yah.. then i called up abby.. and we were jes talkin till like 12.. talkin about alot of stuff.. like her first day of high school.. she sed it was koo.. then yah.. then SASHA called me up! haha we were talkin about hekka shit.. we talked for about an hour.. talked about my problems.. and she talked about hers.. it was koo.. hehe i love uoo sasha! =) lol.. then.. yah.. today.. went to school.. dont think imma do nuin.. rossberts brother has a new car.. wich is REELY NiCE!! haha i saw it wen i passed by.. soo yah.. hmm.. tomaro? dont noe wha im doin.. im supposed to kick it wit abby and ama... hmm.. oooooo KASEYS COMiN THiS WEEKEND!!! =D omg.. i cant wait!! i miss her!! lol.. well.. hmm.. nuin else to say.. bored as hell.. peace.

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i was jes browsing around xanga.. and i came across this one persons xanga.. and on one of that persons BLOGGS.. it aint bad or anything.. i knoe that it was about ME.. cuz it was reely obvious that it was.. it made me reely feel bad.. and it was reely.. iunno how to say this.. it jes got me thinkin alot.. i thought i was THROUGH wit that shit.. and how that person styll cares about me? after whut i done? i mean wtf.. im doing FiNE without that person.. thats all i gotta say.. that person thinks i HATE her.. i mean.. i cant hate someone.. im jes moving on with my shit yah knoe? i dont want nuin else to deal with that person.. ive known that person for a pretty long time.. but i guess.. ive changed.. and made new friends.. and moved on with my life..  its like whut she sed.. "things change.. and so do people" and im one of the people.. she gotta accept whut i want.. i dont hate her.. i jes cant accept her in my life no more.. man iunno.. it jes got me thinkin alot.. made me feel reely..... iunno..... deeeeep..... but iunno.. whuts done is done.. and uoo cant change the past..

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i see my "pimp-ass" blogged on my xanga.. HAH ok. lol well.. i jes got back frum vegas.. and that shit was fun! well.. hmm.. first.. we went to LA.. cuz my auntie and uncle wanted to go disneyland and hollywood.. soo they went to universal studios and shit.. and me my mom and dad was at hollywood shoppin and shit.. OH MAN! haha i hekka got my shop on!! hekka cheap over there.. and they got hekka ecko red and babyphat and akademiks.. and apple bottom and shit!! and NO its not FAKE.. its real!! omg!! i hekka wanna go back and shit.. i bought 3 eckored shirts.. a babyphat sweater.. went to SEPHORA and MAC and bought MAKEUP!!! those stores were HEKKA BiG!! omg uoo dont even noe.. hekka went shopping.. and i saw this eckored sweater that i fell in LOVE with.. but it had to come with the pants.. and i didnt want the pants.. soo i jes sed fuck it.. and bought a clippers jersey dress! haha.. and yah.. i was textin punkass all day cuz i had no one to talk to.. and was talkin to ronamae and abby.. lol.. then.. after.. we went down to my aunties house.. and we spent the night there.. and i was online.. lol.. and yah.. the NEXT DAY.. we went on our way to las vegas.. and yah.. i slept the whole way goin there.. and i went to TARAS HOUSE!! oh man.. i havent seen her in 3 years.. and she changed ALOT.. she hekka pretty too.. they dropped me off at taras house around 8pm.. and yah... and they all went to circus circus hotel.. soo i got to stay at taras.. and me and her was jes talkin.. ALOT.. and i braided her hair.. looked reely nice.. and she had this puppy named mercedes.. and i was hekka scared cuz it was soo small.. and WHiTE! but cute.. but i got used to it.. and it was jes a little baby..aww.. lol then me and tara went to sleep around 2.. haha... then the next morning.. we woke up at like 9.. haha.. and we were gettin ready to go out.. soo then we got ready.. and we went to her friend pasbies house.. and shes reely nice.. and we were all talkin.. then we walked over to kims house.. and shes nice too.. and we all went to the corner store.. jes kicken it.. and jes to let uoo guys noe.. THEY ARE NOT WHiTE! HAHA their filipino.. lol.. then yah.. pasbie was talkin about this guy named tony all day.. and it was jes hekka funny.. haha.. and he came.. soo we were kicken it at kims house.. then walked to pasbies house.. then we were all waiting at pasbies house and waiting for justin and randon to pick us up.. soo they came.. and we were all in the car while justin was driving.. and we almost died!! ahaha we almost got into a car accident.. ahahah and it was jes HELLA FUNNY! ahha and we went to meadows mall.. and went shopping.. i bought like 4 shirts.. then we all left from the mall.. and we were in justins car.. and omg.. randon was killen me dude.. he was makin me HELLA LAUGH.. hes fuckin hella funnny.. ahhhahhahaha everytime we would stop at the stop light.. he got outta the car and was about to dance.. ahhaha and he was chokin me with the seatbelt.. and omg.. hes jes hella funny!! ahahaha he almost made me pee in my pants.. ahhaha i was hella laughin.. ooooooo and he was about to take me to get my BELLY PiERCED!!! he old enoough too! hes 17 and he got hookups!! but then we didnt get the chance to.. but next time i come through! haha.. and yah.. we were jes hella loud in the car and randon was hella yellin at the people next to us driving.. and they would stare at us.. ahhhaha omg.. then they dropped me and tara off at taras house.. and i sed bye to all of them cuz i wasnt gonna see them agen in alooong time.. then yah.. and me and tara were goin to the movies.. and i thought i LOST MY WALLET!! i was hekka trippen dude.. i was about to cry.. cuz all my money was in there.. but we called up justin.. and it was in his car cuz i dropped it there.. haha.. soo i was happy.. and me and tara went to alladin first.. cuz we were gonan walk around.. but.. we jes went to the movies.. soo yah.. we watched big fish.. ahhaha it was soo fuckin boring.. i was textin punkass all day.. haha i didnt get the movie.. but yah.. lol.. then we went back to taras house.. and i got my stuff all ready.. and my parents came and picked me up around 1245.. and man.. i had hekka fun.. i hekka wanna go back too.. haha.. and OMG!! went i opened my WALLET.. right in the front was RANDONS NUMBER!! ahahah he left me his number!! i was like.. WTF??!!!! ahhha and yah.. well.. im at home right now.. and im tired.. school tomaro.. gosh man.. haha.. and ooooo.. punkass got his phone taken away durin school today cuz i texted him and it made noise.. AHAHAHA ever heard of SiLENT?! ahahah SORRy!! but he got it back anyway.. soo yah.. im reely bored.. and their aint no one to talk to online.. rossbert is on punishment even looooonger for stupid reasons soo that sucks.. alot.. dont think imma see him OR talk to him in awile.. oh well.. we'll see.. well imma go eat.. im hungry.. i had fun at vegas..well peace.